Change in Direction4 min read

by | May 22, 2018 | Mixed Messages

No, you can’t predict the future, so why bother planning ahead?

…that’s what I’ve been contemplating lately.

Cause the reality is, plans change relentlessly, don’t they?

…Which makes making plans seem pointless, if they don’t pan out the way you hoped they would, since it usually leads to disappointment that could’ve been avoided if you just went with the flow.

Now, I’m not sure what to think about things…

About life.
… My life.

I put in so much work to become the Phoenix Rising

To get unstuck and become the best version of myself, but my plans don’t feel like they’re working out.

I feel stuck again…
I feel like I’ve repeated another cycle of the same thing…

I feel like my vision for the world’s greatest healing centre is fading, and in some ways, it feels like I’m failing again.

But, if I’m honest with myself, I feel like I have a new vision creepin’ in, which feels like the vision I always had, I just didn’t know it at the time when I was planning my plans to rise.

Or, maybe I did, in a way…

I guess I just wasn’t ready to accept the real change I’m here to make, which I guess is why I feel so confused lately…

My dreams are coming true, but they aren’t happening the way I thought they would, but it’s kinda OK, cause I think things are gonna be better than I imagined they would be.

So, I guess what I’m saying is, it’s good to plan cause it sets the intention to change and grow, and gives you something to work towards. You just have to let go of the expectations of how your story will go, because then you allow the Universe to give you what you really need and want, as you evolve.

For me, I think there’s a change in direction happening that I wasn’t expecting, and I’m very curious to see what will happen in the next few chapters of this story I’m not really writing… or am I?

It’s hard to tell when I’m in the middle of it…

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