Ep 31 | Biopulsar & Watercolour10 min read
Guess what? Today is x-ray day. I know. I know, I don’t, probably, need to do this, because the pain is practically gone, but I’m here, I’m doing it, because why not? You never know. You never know. So, we’re gonna expose ourselves to more radiation.
How you doin’? Me? I’m doin’ real, real good! You wanna know why? Well, I’m just sitting here on the beach, daydreamin’ about my plans to do something extraordinary. Yeah, doing something extraordinary, cause that’s what I do, ya know?
Anyway, I just got… I got the results back from my x-ray and my bloodwork. You know what they said? I’m fine! Sarah, you’re fine! The pain in your side is bullshit. You just need to make some changes and stop being such a baby. Which is funny, because, like, that’s what I did, at the same time as getting that… those tests done. And, like, I just knew it, if I went to the doctor, and got some testing done, by the time I got the results, the pain would be gone. Why? Why did I even bother?
But, you know what? It’s good piece of mind. Cause, what he did say was that my white… my white platelets are a little low and my white… my white blood cells are low. Which, I’m not entirely sure what that means, maybe it has something to do with immune system. But, that’s gonna change real soon, cause I’m gonna start eating real good. And, I’m gonna stare doing some extraordinary things that help my body get in amazing shape. It’s happening.
So. Totally sat on my foot for too long, so now I can’t feel it. But it’s there, but I can’t feel it. Anyway, I’m just gonna sit here and admire the view for a little bit longer, and hopefully I come up with some really, really big breakthroughs.
What up, what up? Guess where I’m going? I’m going to get the biopulsar today. Very, very exciting. Yeah. I’m gonna start doing my aura paintings. Do you want one? You can have one, if you contact me for a biopulsar reading. And then you can ask to have your aura painted in watercolour. I’m excited about this. Bye.
So, I’m just here, at the biopulsar head office. Gonna go through and… right now, and just, setting up the ‘puter for the… for the biopulsar, so we can install all the software. Wanna see what it looks like so far?
What do you think of that? Exciting, right? Yeah, I think so, too.
I’m just at a coffee shop, mmhm. Bean Around The World. This amazing gluten-free, dairy-free, whatever-free, it’s a lot of frees. It’s really good.
I just wanted to tell you that the resistance is there today. Big time. My Monster is currently strangling me. And, he’s got my psoas, again. In a vice-grip, actually. But, I don’t care. I’ve decided that I love the resistance today. I love this feeling of, like, not wanting to do something, but knowing I have to do it. I fucking love it! It’s like, bring it on! Oh yeah? Oh yeah? You don’t want me to do the work? Bitch? Well, you don’t get to decide that anymore. Because, guess what? I love, love, love, love, love the work. Like, eventually, there will be nothing that I don’t love. And, that’s pretty fucking awesome, if you ask me.
It’s like, the more you get to this place, where you don’t… where you love everything, like, in the beginning, it’s scary. You’re like, “I donno if I wanna be that happy.” Like, there, literally, like, I donno, for me, anyway, I’m just like, “I really love being pissed off, sometimes. I really love, you know, feeling bad for myself. Sometimes. I like not winning. I love the hustle, I love the game of, like, oooh, what can I plan to do next?” That’s an awesome place to be. It’s comfortable in what you know. Like, it’s comfortable, when you don’t feel good enough, cause that’s, like, how you are. So, it’s really painful to get past that part. You know? Cause you have to, like, shed that way of being.
That’s what I’ve done. And so, today is really glorious, because I’m gonna do what I don’t wanna do, and I’m gonna do all of it.
I just wanted to tell you that I found the art gallery that I’m gonna be in, someday. You wanna see, sort of? Kay, come here… It’s right there. Can you see what it’s called? It’s called “The Polygon Gallery.” The Polygon Gallery. Me.
Like, I’m just… I’m trying to figure myself out again, and I’ve been really thinking about the art. Like the watercolour art. And, I haven’t wanted to, like, really go buy the material, because I don’t have enough money, or I don’t have any money, and I’m just like, but I feel this, I feel like it’s something really important to… an important part of my… what I’m creating. I don’t even know what that is, exactly, but… anyway. I decided I was gonna go for a walk and think about it. And then I saw that there was a really dark cloud coming and I’m like, “Oh my goodness, it’s gonna rain on me. I’m not going to go for a walk.” So, I decided to turn back and Beverley was like, “Go get the watercolour supplies, Sarah.” And I’m like, “Ok.” So, I did, and I came to Michael’s, which is, like, the cheapest place to go to get watercolour supplies. And, I found some stuff.
I show you what I got. Based on the research that I’ve done, which isn’t very much, but it’s like, I’m just gonna get started. So, I’m understanding that Arches is one of the better kinds of paper. I thought it was gonna be super expensive, but I found 10x14 for 34 dollars. So, I just think that’s really good. I was expecting, like, 100 dollars, or 80 dollars. And, I got a palette, cause I need a bigger one. And I got the Reeves watercolour, unfortunately, because they don’t really have much of what… they don’t really have much options, and the… and I don’t have any. So, I get a full colour pack and… Is Reeves good though? Cause, like, I don’t wanna cheap out on paint, if I’m buying the good paper. 34… 44… 54… 55… Maybe I should look and see if there’s better paint. It’s like, from what I’m understanding, like, you can decide you’re a shitty painter simply because you have shitty paint. And, so it’s like, if you’re gonna start, or if you think you’re good enough, it’s worth it to invest in good… in the good kinds. But… everything is really expensive. I gotta leave. I gotta do this myself. I’ll talk to you in a little bit, kay?
I just wanna tell you how frickin’ amazing you actually are. Like, I don’t even know if words can really describe how amazing you are.
I wanna see if my plan, the plan that I, like, think would work for helping people, you know, get unstuck and get healthy. What I would be helping people do with the biopulsar. Like, I gotta prove to myself that I wanna do these… this series of watercolours. Aura watercolour art is what I’m calling it. And I wanna see what happens, like, from when you first start, you know, biofeedback readings, and you start doing self-care stuff, and let’s see what happens over the course of, like, 6, 7 weeks. And… if you follow… if you follow the plan.
And, if it… or well, I mean, it’s relative, but, like, if you can see your chakras, your chakra scores, and things improving, then you know that what you’re doing is working. So, I need to figure out the plan and how we’re measuring it. What are the things you need to do? And doing it. Doing those things. How do you keep… How do you do that? Support is so important.
Like, having a coach is so important. You always gotta have somebody in your corner. I really do believe that. If you can have somebody in your corner, a lot of lost people wouldn’t be so lost. We just need to help each other more.
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