I Want the Best for You6 min read

by | May 6, 2018 | Love Letters

Hey, I heard the news…

That she did to you what you did to me, which is also what she did to Sam, cause you both cheated and now Karma is catching up to you. It sucks, doesn’t it… Not feeling loved?

Not feeling good enough?

…but trust me, it hurts even more when you’re being poisoned with chemotherapy. I would know cause that’s when you stopped loving me, but I don’t think you ever really did… but, that’s not what I wanted to say.

I wanted to say that I’m sorry that it’s happening to you. It breaks my heart, cause in spite of what you did to me, I still want the best for you. I still want you to be happy and I wanna see you shine.

I see so much potential in you, but you don’t feel it cause you’re so lost, cause you don’t love yourself, so all you can do is co-depend on other people.

I hate seeing anyone live like this cause no one wins.

It’s this kind of addiction that turns good people into victims of your narcissistic ways, which only leads to more global suffering.

We see it all the time and it’s depressing and it’s the root cause of the anti-depressant problem.

But, I know you…
I loved you, even though you couldn’t love me back, and in some ways I still do, cause I’m like that. I see you have more to give than what you give yourself credit for.

Well, the person I used to know did, anyway.

But, you know me…

You know that I tend to see the beauty in people, even the ones that do cruel things, even if it’s intentional.

But, that’s what makes me so empathetic…

I can’t help but have compassion.
And that’s what I feel for you today.

That’s why I’m sending light and love your way. Cause I know you’re hurting and I know it feels devastating right now.

But trust me, you’ll figure this out. At least you have your health… I didn’t have that when you were taking me down, so it made the lies and manipulation so much worse, cause I couldn’t just leave, like I wanted to.

But, what I learned from that story is that,, in the beginning when the pain is the worst…

When you discover the truth to the lies you were telling yourself…

You just have to have trust that you’ll figure things out, like you always do.

So you know that, when the emotions die down, you’ll know what to do next…

Maybe you’ll pretend it didn’t happen and you’ll look the other way, just to keep things the same, so you don’t have to change.

Or, maybe you’ll finally accept that you aren’t actually happy and you never have been, and you’re sick of it, and you’ll finally fight for something different.

I, personally, hope that you choose to do that, cause that to me looks like the best outcome for everybody…

But, time will tell…
It always does, doesn’t it?

Anyway, I was just thinking about you, as I sit on this beach somewhere in heaven, and wanted to tell you this cause I think it’s important. And, in case you’re wonderin’ about me, and you’re wondering if the rumours are true… well, they are. I’m doing great and my dreams are coming true, just like I planned when I was losing you.

Anyway, good luck with things.

Maybe I’ll see you here in heaven some day.

Peace.

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