Karmic Imprinting4 min read
I thought you were helping me with things?
I thought this was what you wanted me to do and this was part of the plan in order to save the world?
But, I have to be honest, it doesn’t feel like you’re helping me anymore. If you were, then I don’t think the pain would be there and I don’t think things would have happened the way they did.
And I trusted you.
You said you were helping me get the Satori property…
You told me to write the stories…
And now, everything you said was going to happen, isn’t, which makes me question whether you’re even real?
Maybe I made you up, just like I did with everything else.
The hopes, the dreams…
The belief that I could heal myself from this disease.
The pursuit of an extraordinary life and my ability to achieve great things…
I should have known better than to believe that I could rise above my karmic imprinting. Nothing can save me from that…
And I should have known better than to believe in people that disappear, cause once again I’m left swimming in my sea of disappointment, cause you didn’t pull through.
Which means I have no one…
So, I’m pretty fucking sure cancer has me… like it always did.
And that makes my pain even worse, cause I can hardly breathe when I think I’m dying behind the scenes.
And I’m sorry for being so cyclical. I’m just really lost lately and I feel very alone and I never felt like this until I… moved away.
RAISE YOUR FREQUENCY WITH DAILY MESSAGES FROM SPIRIT
Don’t let the voices in the back of your head stop you from becoming the best version of yourself.